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2008-10-03T16:51:00.002+08:00

here to blog, it's been a long time since i blogged.

well, i got so bored about blogging that i literally stopped!

though many many interesting and astonishing things happen, oh well, i can't possibly stuff it all into one post.

So, i'll skip.

hmm, getting so bored about blogging that i may close my blog soon!

or neglect it for a while, until i got the energy to press the keyboard^^

yepps, can't possibly let it rot here for too long...

after exams and i will make amendments! [:

anyway, it's my EOY emaths paper 1 and SS paper today.

I am literally chop-stamp going to fail my SS.

i wanted to faint while writing the essay, but natalieeeeeeee, how can she possibly DARE to do it? xD

of course i didn't faint xD i am not that weak.

and i can't find my passport! T.T

wanted to go city square later but guess i can't.

anyway, i am really tired now.

10.10.2008 to the end ot the MISERY of EXAMS.

i can't wait!!!(:

but i shall chiong for the time being.

let me sleep first^^

2008-09-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

LOL, nearly get molested in the train today.

YOU laoTICO don't think train a lot of ppl, you can take advantage of me can.

i CUT off your wiggling fingers, and KICK your DICK.

T.T

anw, my brother won't be home for six days straight.

thanks to his absurb fathom of wanting to trek in s'pore and sentosa.

yepp, you hear me right, not PU and PT, but singapore and Sentosa!!!! T.T

i mean............ you call trekking in singapore TREKKING!!!!??? where you can find &-eleven everywhere?? 0.o

and are you gg to set up a tent in a park???!!!

ROFL.

no offence XX:

TIRED today.

byessss(:

SHYT TO TAT OLDMAN

2008-09-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

Just went to ICA building to have my IC registered.

the photo is sucky, and the journey very long lehhh=/

but managed to get it done- alone=]

my fingerprint got prob.__________________.

and i had included my baptism name, i was thinking whether i should put it.

so i did, GAYLE NATALIE ANG AI TING i am=DDDDDD

well than, nice exploring lavender a bit.

dear, sure you can get into a good school d.

Just do your best,oks?

ILOVEYOUU(:

Just received postage from FEDEX.

the service so slowT.T

suppose to have receive it last monday, and it is four days late.

my belated birthday gift^^

the box is wrapped 4 times in the inside .___.

super cute jacket [:

thanks ZH korr(:

IMISSYOUU =3

2008-09-16T21:02:00.001+08:00

came to blog!(:

thanks people for your presents and wished^^

i love all of youu(:

AHAS.

a very short post, update tmr, cos today i am officially loaded with homework-.-

2008-09-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

SPCA(:

friday,12/09/08.

service learning to SPCA.

the dogs and animals so ke lian.

so if possible, adopt one and BE RESPONSIBLE[:

pictures are below.

oh, this is my bdae card by pearly honeyyy~


   MAC, my favourite dog^^

saturdayy^^13/09/08

lingmei and yanjun came to celebrate my birthday today.

the rest MIA-.-

anw had really fun time with them.

pearly came with a cake^^

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,so sweet(:

kboxed and super high^^

cut cake , the chocolate cake that is ALL chocolate

LOLs!

thanks pearly laogong, lingmei jie and yanjun mei for today^^

and anyway i am late for my dinner with jonathan and friends.

waiting for my chauffeur to come xxxxx:

LOLS!(: as usual, i shall be late.

my birthday is tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![:

thanks pals for the great time(:

i love you ppl(:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-11T17:08:00.003+08:00

since i am rather bored, i shall entertain you with some belief it or not facts^^

A cockroach will live nine days without its head, before it starves to death. [good gracious, next time, bisect one from the body first]
A snail can sleep for three years[ so, polar bears' are not the longest sleepers, and snails are lazier than sloughs!!!!!]
All Polar bears are left-handed. [go near a bear, he will punch you with his left fist first]
An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.[that proves why they hide their head below ground]
Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour[good exercise while you are in your office]
Cat's urine glows under a black light.[now you know why the grass shines at night?]
Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants.[in conclusion, get a pants-.-]
Every time you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calorie.[spit on the stamp! NEVER LICK!]
If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.[POOP,POOP,POOP, tell me if it works...-.-]
If you keep a goldfish in a dark room, it will eventually turn white.
In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from their bodies, including their eyebrows and eyelashes.
Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do.[thankfully=x]
The ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated
The average human eats eight spiders in their lifetime at night.
The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds[ what so tasty under the sea???!!!]
The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue
The word racecar and kayak are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left.
Women blink nearly twice as much as men.
You share your birthday with at least nine million other people in the world.
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes long.[OMGawd!]

and a joke for youu(:

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::

>>>before marriage<<<

john:Ah... at last! I can hardly wait!

jane:Do you want me to leave?

John: NO! Don't even think about it!

jane:Do you love me?

john: OF COURSE! Always have and always will

jane:Have you ever cheated on me?

john:NO! Why are you even asking?

jane:Will you kiss me?

john:Every chance i get!

jane:Will you hit me?

john:HELL NO! Are you crazy?!

jane:Can i trust you?

john:yes

jane-Darling!

>>>>>>>>>>After marriage<<<<<<<

read from the bottom back to the top.

LOL, i am laming all the way today.

But is not a bad idea entertaining myself for a little bit(:

anw, today school was as usual, =/

except i had recess with leejialing.

it's been a century since we did that.

& i found out i suck for physics.

nvm, time to lick the physics book XXXXXX:

AND SPCA it shall be tmr.

can skip last day of choir^^

and no doubt i will be taking pictures of animals there,

if allowed to =DDDDDDDDD

hope i have a good time(:

saturday is all planned out!(:

celebration for my birthday.

[: i am fully booked for the day.

morning will be outing with some of chichi family members,

well~~~~

afternoon shall go out with hubby/leejialing.

wait wait i can't decide!>=/

maybe.....i want to spend time with leejialing.

Our glue is coming loose, so must stick back with ultra superglue

night will be celebrating with wz and friends,

we will be celebrating LF birthday too!

YAYAYAYA.

her present was outrageously EX d lorr-.-

i spent $X0 for it. x:

guess the price? =DD

and maybe i will drag hubby along toos(:

well, we will have a great time^^

so.....did i say i am seriously slacking??

my eng oral is soon to come, and monday it is.

and my EOY eng paper is next friday.

nth much i can do, huh.

and i hadn't really start on my science!!!!!!

><"

i know, you didn't start to revise to,we are all SLACKERS(:

well, i seem to be talking to myself x:

oh,shittygelloos [random]

i hadn't start on my maths,

and tmr teachers' will be complaining we 3/4 so lazy.=/

in conclusion, the last belief it or not:::

22)RSS,class3/4 of 2008 cohort is the laziest top class in RSS history so far.)

[warning,, fact22 is not proven]

SHAGSHAGSHAG!!!

2008-09-06T19:27:00.003+08:00

been very busy lately! that explains why i seldom come to blog =/

a lot a lot of stuff to do, and 1 week of holidays is never enough.

i manage to complete the pile of homework, left 3 x:

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH,

wan pull me hair out. =[

LOLs.

been noticing i look very SHAG lately.

my skin turning yellow! XX:

My panda eyes !!! like people use marker draw my eye like that -.-

i am not thinking too much! =/

is true is true.

school holiday don't seem like holiday cans.

spend the last few days in library and so and so.

AAAAHHHHHHHHHH.

freaking blunt a life 'ya.

ANW, today was a special day.

And sad day.

LOLs, went to song baby to airport.

she go abroad for her course.>=/

i miss her!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

i love her loads la.

lols, we kinda nicknamed ourselves.

i keep calling baby, dan baby call wz BEBE[bb], dan wz call eeyen BAIBAI[ white white],

dan i call hubby ZAI JIAN.

Got the joke?

AH, NVM-.-

the crows didn't fly over my head yet -.-

Or, did they? xD

Slacked at terminal 3.

there superb nice.

PICS not with me, everytime go out with them,

the first to swipe out a camera is NOT me-.-

lols, so upload soon ba.

so after that, went with hubby strolled at airport.

very lame lurhs,

can't get good spot to see plane fly.

OKS, to end it off, DEAR smart and cuteeee readers,

me birthday coming in 71/2 days time,

that is 14SEPTEMBER.!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX:

LOLS^^

check out with wishlist =DDD

KIDDING=3

2008-09-01T18:31:00.002+08:00

i have just realised,

life is a bore,

and it gets funny sometimes too.

LOL

is it wrong to be emo sometimes,

especially after getting scolded for 4 continuous hours?

LOL!

What's wrong with just penning down my feelings????

it is just a foolscap paper of frustration.

LOL!!

and you can think i am foolish and want to commit suicide-.-

GET A LIFE.

who is being foolish here?

LOL!!!

i am mentally healthy!

Just got back from the visit to the boys'home.

It seems he is doing well in there xD

want him out fast xD

i miss him so.

so went out with hubby just now.

he very good lurhs.

love him so.

cheer me up very very a lot ;)

lols!

blog tmr.

promised i be back to normal again^^

2008-08-30T11:19:00.002+08:00

some late night unphotogenic pics above x:

LOLs.

FRIDAYYYYY!29082008.

that is how a friday should be spent, outing!

not some lame choir practices x:

so it was the last day of term3.

and that is it is the september holidays.

and not forgetting.....my bdae is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

anw, it was a real fun time.

teachers'day celebrations was ystd.

so it was an official halfday.

the ACES day was crap.

but to prevent it from going crappier, why don't join in the crap?

so we did the RSS dance with mrchong and mdmrekha on stage.

and i was super enthu! [:

but our class didn't win.

concert was great!

at least it is one of the nicest performance in school for the year.

the 3/3 guy is horny-.-

lols

so there was dance by the sec4s, song composed and sang by 2/5 [ very very nice, i tell you], band from sec3s[ the drummer very shuai =D] , teachers singing[cool~], and a solo debut of a sec1 guy[ he sing very nice~]

so sadly, this year didn't intend to make a visit to my primary school.

homed after that.

went to meet a few friends and off the partyworld with lingmei jaslene and yanjun.

so entertaining, so many riversidians there, so near yet so far~

hahas, dan very hype.

and i can't sing low low LOWW-.-

aahhhh.

dan met up with jialing to go to the dance concert @ victoria hall.

OH, did i say i mixed and matched old fashion stuff and wore there.

but in the end it seems normal-.-

wadever =D

so trained there,knowing we were late, saw huiyi they all halfway.

trained to raffles.

kinda got lost, and i had to cross the bridge-.-.

and it is no funny to have a phobia of bridges x:

anw fast forward.

i was watching the dance when it all seems really boring.

i don't appreciate arts that much.

But i did try.

to think mrchong danced so professionally on stage, reminiscing him doing the RSS dance on stage in the morning x:

anw AARON,KELVIN,SHAWN,JIAYEE performance was fascinating.

AWESOME.

and jiayee is pretty lots cans.

very xian mu her.

LOTS of riversidians were there, and all the girls look very pretty =D

should i say the guys look handsome? x:

so it ended at 10pm.

trained back with yanshing,huiming and fellow guys =p

what to say, they are childish and funny as ever.

i miss 2/5 loads lurhs ='[

had dinner and yoohoo,

i am back home after the bus ride with huiming and dennis.

CRAP, they don't get along well.

anw, back to blog later maybe?

BYEBYES(:

2008-08-28T17:59:00.002+08:00

mama - family guy

this video is rather irritating isn't it? xD

but very funny=D

hahas

viewers discretion advised.

the content below may ruin your day

press the cross button on the top right if you ever so decided i am spoiling your day.

anw it was a horrible retarded day today.

the MOST terrible day in fact.

wish i hadn't exist for the day-.-

i completely ruined my OLEVEL BIO PRACT.

is like, it is so puny easy to score , yet i just totally let the marks flew.

CRAB.

first was, the potato wasn't fully submerge into the sucrose solution, that may push me down to level one.

but however hard i tried, the potato strips still curls up.

asshole-.-

so suiiii~

secondly, i drew the graph, whih is a curve, with my hands shaking!!-.-

can you tell how nervous i was when i only left 4 minutes to plot my graph!!!!!

thirdly, i srew up by mistaking 0.26mol/dmcube for 2.6mol/dmcube.

so i was kind of blind.

that shows me flunking the easiest practical, and oh congrats natalie......

no use crying over split milk, but i shall, for the day.

and tmr onwards, i will definitely start working my best.

i promised.

because today, i utterly disappointed myself.

and of 'cos, my parents =?

and can you tell how hurt i am now!!!!!?????

LOL

2008-08-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

here to say jaslene is a mammal who lay eggs!(:

BWAHHHHS!(:

2008-08-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

can you tell how disappointed i am?

you may not care, but please care for yourself.

i have nth to say, but if you can tell how hurt am i?

get to your senses before its too late gurl.

but if you do fall, i'll catch.

at least i want you to feel i am here.

even if you take a decade to feel that.

but please, don't go from bad to worse.

because probably i do get tired.

i am happy gurl.

so random!(:

catch up again tmr.

busyyyyyyyy[:

2008-08-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

i am RECOVERING.

yoohoos~

so hyper la.

i just got a wake up call.

kena scolded for letting her wait for bt 2 hours.

x: i shall not be late in future i guess.

and nope, it is not hilarious getting shout at.

not cool at all.

though rather funny x:

first time someone scold me so loud cans.

AHHHHH><"

hahahhahahas, i really 知错 le la!!!=p

so after the class thing, walk with yanjun back to cwp.

i tell you her dance was very windy la.

as in the very gentle girl girl ballerina thing.

no joke, i very xian mu her.

she dance become wind, i dance become stone -.-

dan mama come.

OMG, we went to catch movie!!![:

did i say i randomly chose a movie, cos she dun like watch money not enough2-.-

so i chose death race, the nc16 show.

starting was horrendous, so into the future, where america is economically unstable.

dan the story got better.

but i give it 3/5.

ooooh, i bought my """baby"""" from the value dollar shop.

GRRRRRRRR, that is a way cheap &worth it baby.

nvm if you don't understand.

anw is use and throw away, no need buy too branded d x:

mummy bought baggy for me!

and i mean bag bag bag!

wad i wanted to get for very long lurhs.

i so so so love her.

=DDDDDDDDDDD

very happy lurhs.

and i love him NOT =D

i've made up my mind lurhs, and i am sticking to it for good.

hahas, i sick of thinking i still love him.

i am sick of lying to myself.

so i am not going to anymore.

USA got a lot of gold le lehhhhh-.-

but i support them ^^

post again sooon.

please let my blog survive^^

2008-08-22T22:32:00.001+08:00

Aug 21, 2008

Lightning Bolt strikes twice

BEIJING: The dramatic rise of Jamaica's Usain Bolt as the world's greatest sprinter continued last night at the Beijing Olympics as he set a world record of 19.30sec in the 200m to win a second gold medal.

Having obliterated the world record in the 100m on Saturday, he is the first man to win both the 100m and 200m at the same Olympic Games since American legend Carl Lewis 24 years ago.

Bolt is the first man ever to break records in both events at a single Games. He turns 22 today.

Starting in Lane 5, the Jamaican took the lead in the first 50m and won in devastating fashion, pulling away from the field and winning by several metres.

American sprint king Michael Johnson had held the record of 19.32sec, set in 1996 at the Atlanta Games.

Churandy Martina of Dutch Antilles crossed the line a distant second to Bolt with Wallace Spearmon of the United States next. But both were later disqualified for running outside their lanes.

That left 2004 Olympic champion Shawn Crawford second in 19.96sec and fellow American Walter Dix third in 19.98sec.

The whole mess only stretched Bolt's victory margin even more than the man did himself.

Said sixth-placed Kim Collins of St Kitts and Nevis: 'Bolt is not human.'

NEW YORK TIMES

COOL right^^

2008-08-22T17:53:00.004+08:00

   old pic taken last sat x:

   rainbow, taken on the way to school on wed(:
   EMO EMO, self-inflicted x:
   it is a masterpiece isn't it?! played with inks in class, we are EMo ppl=D
i am finally homed.

WEE~

from my hospital appointment that is.

it was really quick today.[:

had no blood test!

a minnieee winnieee injection into my left arm.

a short conv with my doctorTOH......

that is because my doctor can't make it today, he got to fly to england to case study...-.-

and i am back!

whocares, probably i am very well and no checkups in future.

[:awwwwwwwwww~

uhhuhh, life's a bore in school thesedays.

=/ lost of topics to talk to friends.

simply wayyy no mood~

so was rather glum and no life-.-

for a wholeeeeeee week =[

will be back to normal soon^^

since holidays is like next next week =)

and rest assured i will be noisy noisy agains ^.<

so since it is no life, than i am blogging practically rubbish.-.-

except it has been a great big long obese time since me and jialing met up.

have i said her hairstyle turned extreme weird? x:

hope she won't see the line above, later she manslaughter me o=

anw, hope we can meet up real soon, and our relationship great as before^^

so i will be job hunting real soon.

probably getting into a non-F&B place.

but, who wan to accept 15-year-old.

=<>

Starbucks next year. it is my fav caffeshop(:

probably head down on sunday job seeking.

or if i am lazy too, i shall be dependant on my mum for a while x:

i am not so hard to bring up you know xD

is my blog too picture-less?

shall post some pics if i can.

emmmmmmmmmm, when do i get to karaoke again?

x: it's been some time you know.

since i last talk/sing ever so loudly.

baby is flying to japan disneyland for her course.

so envy her.

and also very miss her cans.

2 months w/o baby.

aiyo aiyo will die d='[

and that is, she will give me a belated b'dae present x:

hmmm, should i hunt for another blogskin, or maybe change my URL all together?

getting sick facing the same page everytime i open it. =/

i shall think bt it =}

ohoh, natalie me decided not to go out too much x=

because i wan to be guai cans!

and sleeping is Xtreme nice^^

except saturdays to meet up with my hubhub.

that is, tmr can't -.- 'cos got something on.

sad la.

hahas

running out of things to blog.

shall invest my time elsewhere.

maybe blogshopping?

emm, or improving my english! [;

GOODBYES^^

2008-08-20T18:55:00.002+08:00

back to blog.

my blogskin is getting boring~

shall change during the sept holidays.[:

so sad today, because i failed my english [how can i????]

anw i get C6 overall.

so far i got A1 for triple science and both maths, A2 for humanities,B3 for chinese and C5 for english.

CRAP results for both languages. x:

anw, it is over.

so my doggy is sick.

very beary sick.-.-

wasted $78 on vet ystd.

uhhhs. phn bill lai lurhs.

gtg ^^

ciaos

2008-08-19T18:45:00.002+08:00

so busy these few days.

anw today was the end of my "career" x.x

i quit my job.

and i feel kindda of sad cans!

a lot of wonderful friends(:

BFF =]

i feel kind of...........SAD.

and don't ask me why i quit.

probably some know while some don't.

in any case, i shall don't brood bt it.

it is over, just when everything else is over.

i knew i can't take it.

[; but take it as a learning experience ba.

i can't possibly stay there forever. x:

so very very busy these few days.

not gg to reply tags for sometime because tagboard can't be seen.

but thanks for tagging ,readers!

i love you ppl =D

ohohoh my results.

so far 4A1s, my goal is 6A1s btw.

not yet know some results, but is no hope liao la,

hahas.

nopt contented with my results.

and my doggy is sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAHHHHHHH

get well soon!

sorry korr for today.

and....

HAPPY BDAE WEIPING, 17 years old lurhs ><"

2008-08-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

hmmm...i sense my blog is dying.

arhwell, who cares xp

anyway can i say life is great???!!!!!!!!(:

i am ultra happy these few days ;]

baby has been talking to me non-stop!

and hubby has been treating me very well, as usual.

won't elaborate on that ... x:

you will get there. x:

so went out with hubby to marina square on friday and vivo on saturday.

=)it was real fun.

but as usual, nth caught my eyes =/

well...

i guess i am fussy.

but hubby bought something real ex. =o

DON'T TELL YOU WHAT IT IS =]

anw, today, sunday, was a bright and rainy day toos=]

went out with lingmei,jaslene and xiaohuan to bugis.

i enjoyed though it was getting very dull =/

had this dance competition gg on ,so decided to watch.

it was................OKAY=p

ohoh jielin pangsehhed again.

but, nvm, i don't blame her. (:

hahas, so walked around.

sharon working there, talk a while.

ohya, we 4 bought new myuk pencil cases.

(: at least i kindda did not regret buying it ^^

what a great relief.

whoosh =p

so head back cwp.

xiaohuan went back admiralty.

=( got wp present, talked with yoshi ppl, and headed home.

s'pore got a silver in the olympics table tennis finals.

it lost drastically to china.

But, uhhwell, at least we won a medal in 46th years.

and s'pore did its best.

It is still a gold in our hearts, right.

see, i so patrotic, singapore should be proud of these people.(:

but is quite weird watching china VS "china". X=

don't bother if you don't get what i mean xD

a long long day in school tmr.

haissss..........=/

holidays in 2 weeks =-[

that is longgggggg!

BIRTHDAY IN 28 DAYS! =}

get the point yet? =F

pictures to post other day.

lazy getting the cable x:

stay tune, if there are readers around x:

2008-08-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

changed my blog song. hope you like it(:

2008-08-15T16:15:00.003+08:00

LOL. Giving all my support to the athletes that went to compete in the beijing olympics for singapore.

we did not really win any outstanding medals so far x:

but i belief we still got hope. 0.0

i guess.

watching the table tennis match now. s'pore VS korea.

liJiaWei is losing focus.

congrats to TianweiFeng in gg to the finals!

hahas.

GO SINGAPORE GO!!!!!!!

anyway, when i was walking home, i caught some interesting footage at my neighbourhood.

some pics below::

if you had not found whats wrong with this photo, look again.

is called NO IQ, or EQ x:

the driver wants to SQUEEZE the huge huge lorry into the TINY lane.

and look what trouble he got himself to?

stuck in the middle of the lane.-.-

i wonder who is game enough to lift the lorry and its load up that divider?

ongoing lift upgrading.

look that long long crane!

uber cool!(:

this seriously proves the excellent inventions of people.

it looks like at 21st century dinosaur, name it :: CRANE-neck-SAURAUS![;
the place is dirty dirty.

but no worries,

i'll get a lift right outside my door [:
POWERFUL=o it is so tall cans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas, school was short today.

very very. MISS NG did not come today.

there goes my maths results and my bubbletea.-.-

sooo homed after school,

ummm after eating KFC with junqi.

my plans for the weekend!(:

is to, go out with my hubhub later.=]]]]]]

=/ we still deciding where to go.......

to buffet?movies?shopping at marinasquare?

so osingaporean x^x hahaha.

blehhhs =p we will have a goodddddd time though. =]

EXTREMELY good time.

'cos i sooooooo miss my hubhub lurhs.

and guess hubhub misses me too x33

oooooooooooooooohs >00<

saturday....shall be goodgood gal, pei my mama. =L

that is we are gg down to suntec XX

hopefully.

sunday..... me gg out bugis with cutecube xiaohuan, jielin, lingmei and jaslene.

and weiping birthday is next tuesday, so gonna check out present thereee.[:

i THINK i got boys taste, and i THINK he will like the present somehowww.........

ERRRRRRRR -.-

i wan go karaoke.

anyone wan go?????6.6

hahas, i hate construction workers that make a bladdy hell of a noise, esp outside the corridor.

=///// UHWELL,, have to bear with it, afterall, they help me build my lift right outside my door.

SUPER fantastic cans, next time can leave house 5 minutes later, save the hassle of walking down a floor, and into the lift at the far end.

it rockSSSSSssss!

yahoooooos x:

i guess i am going to change nowwww, because hubhub is meeting me in an hours' time.

sweet right xDDDDD

i love baby equally as much cans!!(:

'cos she is jealous and GREEN-EYED. she called me PEA-BRAIN, she ultra SPINACH x:

and i also wan go out with jialing laogong-.-

uhhhhwells.

gtg now, get READY for my date^^

byess~

2008-08-14T18:06:00.001+08:00

life is wayyyy bored, esp tmr is biology.

-.-

hahas pics coming on sunday.

need brighten up me blog with pics pics pics!

weehas!(:

1A1 for physics, 5 more to go^^

2008-08-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

ENOUGH OF CRAPPY POST(:

i will start blogging p-r-ofessionally from now on.

eeehAS(:!

2008-08-12T15:58:00.002+08:00

for me, possibly, life will get better if i let go xD

you get it?

maybe i do feel more secure this way.

to those who can't get over my "unwise" decision, face it,

it is part and parcel of the world we are living in.

i seriously don't mean to do it,

but does that mean you can stop it?

i know sometimes my stubbornness or probably "determination" is "unwise".

but if you hadn't seen, i am still happy, and maybe i am more happy.

there it goes, no particular reason for me doing it,

if ppl you think it had to do with someone,

you are WRONG

so don't rant questions at me.

it is killing me-.-

there isn't an answer.

seriously, or not, i tink i have grown up lurhs.

just a slight matureness over my maturity [:

and i maybe thinking things in a different perspective lurhs.

or is it stress that has been pushing me on? x:

i had not been fully me. x:

not much fun going on these days, and i am pretty reserved.

it has been a long long time since i had UNLEASHED.

over a few occasions, maybe it did.

but where has the youth of my life gone to -.-

CRAP.CRAP. CRAP.

and mummy pls belief my potential is limited and stop pushing me, because it does not help at all, and i may fall.

this is a super crappy post.

DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE DISINTERESTED.

2008-08-11T18:53:00.002+08:00

STRESS, i am full of it -.-

but ystd i did something.

got me real piss, but i am free(:

i am single again.

today went study, did not manage to study much.

out with ling mei, dan with my mother.

so stress, badly need to study(:

resume school tmr. oh gosh

ciaos(:

2008-08-10T21:00:00.003+08:00

ystd was national dayy(:

9august2008.

one of my fav days every year.

i am a patriotic person cans! am proud for my homeland.

though now is a bit congested with foreigners.

NO offence.

But about 1/2 of s'pore is filled with foreigners.

0.0

.......so didnot really celebrate s'pore birthday.

wanted to go down town see fireworks.

but the weather was not really good.

so skipped that idea.

so didnot went down with may, jojon,dandy, eeyen and friends.

sorry ppl.(:

jaslene and yanjun called me out.

benlai also wan go see fireworks,

but discarded that idea toos.

so went down cwp meet them, actually is wan see movie d.

so it didn't went that smoothly.

but, the day was loved, as we really did have a graet talk, and it really proves our friendship.

we really stick through thick and thin!(:

ahas, so lingmei came.

they three keep on asking til i cried.

water pipe burst lorrs. ='/

don't ask me why i cried, because i wouldn't tell.

and maybe no one will really know why i did.

hahas.

what happened in there, in the toilet also, everything, i shall keep it to myself =]

beams.

caused jaslene and yanjun to cry toos.

so guilty.

And am useless, can't make them happy.

so decided to get them chocs.

hahas, can't find lingmei sprain oinment. >=[

haha went meet yanghow.

and i am all baddddd thruout the day.

i hate myself for the day cans

went AMK eat walk come back.

And i love all of them so much la, i will never ever lose them.

PROMISED

so very indecisive for the day.

hahas, did not went to sing partyworld.

went to a park.

sat and i kept wanting to go home.

because for once in my life i felt lousy.

>=/

i really do.

hahas

they fetched me home honoured.

(: tell you i love them liao.

very happy bcos yanjun is out so late!

reached out around 1142pm

hahas, after much advise, i can't get to do it at 12am.

but i so badly want to.

i dunno wad to do la, like 'cos a lot of ppl to suffer if i did it.

if i did, maybe it won't be so mian qiang for me.

now i don't really know what is happiness for me.

maybe one month is too long.

for no valid reason.

but i shall not cause him to suffer, i will try me best.[:

natalie shall try for the sake of others.

very wei da?

baby cried with me, she very cute luhs.

we talk til cry.

ok, we literally talked about some weird emotional stuff and started crying non-stop.

BLESS me, i have lots of tears(:

baby is loved, ohkays, we shall not cry too much.

baby, i love youu!

so many nice good friends around me, my love for them is beyond words cans!

love so many ppl, miss so many ppl.

my life is fuller with them!

today is boring

sleep for whole day.

hahas(:

END(:

2008-08-09T14:37:00.002+08:00

ystd veryyyy happy!(:

school national day celeb til 10am.

walked cwp til bt 1230pm with nancy, linmei left earlier.

stole aaron ice cream.

THEY R LOVED.

went home prepared go out again.

went town.

superbb fun la.

not going elaborate much, but yingjun and friends are loved toos

dan meet jojon and baby.

walk a while, shopped for two shirts and didn't manage to hunt down my beloved pair of heels =(

cabbed to cwp.

got car sick, the stupidd driver drive stop drive stop la.

reach cwp smell food wan2 puke cans!

met mama ate.

she goodgood know i sick, walked home with me, breathe fresh air.

i love her loads!

not forgetting ababy and jojon.

dunno whether later should go see fireworks anot lehhhh.

wan go budden become sardine how!

><"

aiyoooo should i should i?

2008-08-08T23:31:00.001+08:00

08082008! the nicest day in my life.

post tmr.(:

thanks to my friends for your umpteenth support.

x33333333333333333333

2008-08-05T17:15:00.002+08:00

when after you prayed and you felt something right there, is it sensible?

well, it's a month of goosely encounters x:

and there goes unwanted words popping out of my computer screen,

something is creeping me out.

very much,

but i am fine^^

because i belief they will be nice pleasant souls xD

crap to spammer who insulted my friend,

bugoff.

2008-08-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

everything in life seems frail.

when you are under the light, you take things for granted.

and now when you are cast away, you come back begging me.

but please, wake up.

you left me falling for three times consecutively.

and now, you request me being ur pole to hold on!!?

i am not gg to fall into your trap any longer.

and i can't tell you, i am not longer dependant on anyone.

no one is going to make me fall, no matter how miserable life is going to get.

AND maybe i can no longer stand it,

what you did before, it was cleanly erased.

don't thank me, because i am clearly doing it for myself.

i still have my wonderful friends supporting me, being the joy of my life,

and YOU, are not going to ruin it.

regret what you did to me, SO BE IT.

i am not wasting my breathe any longer.

it will only make me old.

things have been plenty these few days, esp test and all.

but i am still happyyy(:

esp when zunheng called me earlier just to not disturb my sleep as he know i got test.

he called at 8pm.

i jitao talk to him for 2 hours--

even though i do not really like talking.

so wan win him free trip to s'pore.

so decided post him a uniquely s'pore card, hope can win. VV

best of luck

today SS paper didn't finish><"

it was suckyy.

choired jia ling pon again.

i guess .......................

haha.

me and bf not that close lurhs.

is my fault, 'cos i keep restraining in this relationship.

sorry.

maybe it's time to go slowww,

do you think i should just let it go?

and to dawner, thanks for your encourage,you are sweet sweet lurhs,

can tell me who you are ? x:

2008-08-01T18:52:00.002+08:00

         birthday boy a.k.a teckhwee[: weeeeeeee~
         my creation; nancy's photographic skills[:
       look! her hand so white! this is my honey~
      me! with balloon stuffed into my hair xD
   this is applemelon babyy(: credits to xiaohuan scooter dog
   cunaber! me and pearly child! 1st child x:
     wish wish wish! xD
   this iss everybody!
   and lastly,me and honey nancy!x33

so hard being good-.-

get it?! aiyoo, but will never cui xin!

must chiong and be a good and cheererful person!^^

i can do it de lorrs=D

school was as per normal, except LM kindda disappeared for the whole day, i wonder why?

i put "stenchful" as an answer for my english paper.

I guess there is no such word x:

uh-oh.

maths started on trigo, and i am trigo-blur.

><"

after school walked to cwp with jialing and huixian.

but i got rather a big dai gou with them, or is it with huixian only? x:

so nv talk much lorrs. x:

met up with my honeyy nancy at breadtalk.

emmmm... under-renovation-breadtalk x:

so bubble tea was a must have every friday, and i sure kena cancer-.-

dan walked up second floor.

jitao saw nancy frens outside swenson.

it was teckhwee birthday today, so kee zi was like want join in.

And i just realised, going to a strangers' birthday party was somewhat fun.

so there is mindy, huiyi,yenping,ingling,amanda,keezi,teckhwee,nancy and me.

i was kind of out of place.

And was very full, so nv eat =x

guess they are pissed when we keep rejecting to eat xD

sorry~

so i got to know many many seniors just in one day =]

and i had 1 cheesestick ><"

imagine eating it when you are full full full!

so just realised kee zi loves eating greenies, or purplelies, and even reddies.

VEGEBOY!

so yanjun was waiting for me very very longgg~

x: sorryyyyyyyy.

AI SI NI LE x33

bdae boy paid the bill x.x

oh btw the ice cream i had was........weird x:

with nuts in it x.x

alright, thickskinned me actually felt paiseh as i am odd there.

imagine a stranger celebrating YOUR birthday with you.

but he quite getting-along-able(;

get it?

in other words, they very sweet and kind.

love them lurhssss.(:

gg get him a birthday present i guess, somehow, ya=F

it pays for knowing more people.

esp getting to know them on their bdae.

-.-

jkjk x:

so fastforward.

YANJUN cheat my feelings.

she say john wan fire her x:

dan saw ppl signing for job, so i really believe siaks.

dan go ask john, dan he say nv, i is jitao relieve til i nearly cried cans!

aiyo, benlai wan pray for some stuff d, but nv go 'cos too late lurhs.

today 1st day of lunar 7th month.

Which means wuwu-s are on the streets right now.

better be careful.

i am not joking.

watch where you are going.

and if possible, stay in a group or pair will do =D

today is loveddd!

my hair is spoiling in progress.

Congrat me =x

2008-07-29T18:13:00.002+08:00

我要当好人！from 430pm today,i've decided in becoming a good person!

so no bullying people lurhs! natnat will be good!(:

but friends, not to worry, i am not gg to change much though, because i feel i am quite alright =D

nth is wrong~

Ahas...

not gg to talk bt today, too boredom, except today been really clumsy and i think i cause pearly to be pekcek with me. =/

during chem pract, i actually spilled water onto her paper. x:

dan on the way back to my seat, i kind of hit her eye with the books i was carrying back to my seat accidentally. i really really didn't know she was turning her head ... i am sorry, laogong! ='(

aft school, did the Cd lesson skit.

It was okay.

homed after strolling to cwp with LM and jaslene.

I promise i will treat them better, so no bullying x:

i regretted re-bonding my hair cans!

2nd day only, already chaotic as it 跷[hope i am using the correct "qiao"] liaos!

i truly hope it will go back to normal x:

but feel real bad having to waste moneyyy =x

mama say i very chorrlorr =[

i really really dunwan my hair to spoil!

just want it back to normal

ooh wad shld i do?

2008-07-28T19:44:00.003+08:00

i rebonded my hair-.-

there goes total disaster for my hair-.-

literally.

uh~well. x:

so today morning very very happy!

'cos jon very sweet deliver some self-made sushis.

and he delivered it personally, though he is lame[as in leg]!

sweet right!(:

but dare not to eat. x:

so go school choir national day song.

shall not elaborate bt it.

except jaslene pulled me to the front row, as in PULLED on stage-.-

so lingmei was the first to try my sushi.

she say the rice very hard x:

but i try is okay! edible^^

ooops x: sorry jon!

eat all lurhs dan remembered i forgotten take pics of it x:

Next time lurhs !=D

yanjun help me do my compo =x

and i love her many many!!!!!!!!

muackszszszszszzzzz~

so choired!

learned manymany new chinese words from jaslene

与其给他鱼，不如教他捕鱼的方法。

one little meaningful example!

walked home with alex and jaslene=)

i love jaslene,yanjun and jiayee manymany!(:

gtg lurhs=x

fate fate fate!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh >=/

what is fate!

and i don't need go batam lurhs.

2008-07-27T14:14:00.001+08:00

thanks aaron korr for helping me do compo!

2008-07-27T12:59:00.003+08:00

Back to update!(:

seems like a long time i last updated.

hahas,

last friday went to watch movie with jon. xD

he offered to kill my boredom.

he really did-.-

so called dandy and venessa along.

watched batman! the show very long.... =/

but was rather nice and enticing.

CLOWN hehehehehehhehehehehehheeee. x:

ohGOSH, he is an interesting character x:

Too bad there will be no more of him, the actor died of drug overdose earlier in the year-.-

so after the show, jon cycled me back, and venessa was cycled by dandy.

=) this is where the funny part comes in...

okay, he was cycling me and i was standing la, dan he went up this slope, and i very scared so i jumped off the bicycle, he ramped into the wall of a construction thing and fell down...

and i was unhurt =x

okay, it wsn't that funny, x:

he had sprained his leg and has a long cut on his leg.

Gosh! i cycled to 7eleven buy medicine okay!

and i took 15minutes to smear the yellow solution on his wound.-.-

and i walked him home, though he can't really walk. x:

dandy was sooo cute la, he attempted to piggyback jon but failed x:

so sorryyy, i think he lost his balance when i jumped down. x:

so went home around 12am plus x:

hahas saturday went jogging.

waited for jialing for one hour because she just wake up! ><

and i ran stadium 6 rounds for 15minutes 48 seconds.

Non-stopped jogging! but is crap time -.-

went gym, so many muscular guys.

is really paiseh lorrs. xD

hahas, so we did our exercise, bathed and i went library.

jialing returned home to take books, nope -not to study but to return -.-

so she loaned me $10 to makan!

i is ai si ta lurhs. x:

ate at pastamania and saw him.

but once again, who cares =S

ahaS!

hahas so she went paktor with maurice,

and me yanjun jaslene went to woodlands cc for class meeting.

Did blahs and blahs, lazy to elaborate. x:

so in the end taking a vanguard sheet home -.-

i am getting crazyyyyyyy because of homework. shall start my revision soon. x:

and my portfolio veryvery soon!

i am going crazyyyyyy.-.-

later gg for hairtrim and out with mama xD

yeshha bless me =)

i am happyyyy~

so manymany people support me to be happy.

so why not? =D

even my baby say i change lurhs,

and she no longer scold ct a bastard.

or should i say, we no longer talk about him lurhs.x:

and i am happy for myself.(:

happy that i am loved!

wait til i tell jon about this, and he will faint on the spot and break another leg =x

okays~~ my greatest biggest achievement =D

i LOVE my boyfriend and BABY and jialing =D

and yanjun, jaslene!(:

aishiteru~

2008-07-24T17:28:00.003+08:00

it all seems difficult, something changed, but it changed to be further away from me each time.

i guess she knows,

this problem isn't new.

but up til now, it is still hounding us...

what and how can we solve it, it seems unknown.

i agree i am sensitive, but if you were in my plight, you would think otherwise.

it is rather disturbing, how a relationship can worsen if you just neglect it for a while.

And what's more, how insensitive people can be.

how they know something did happened but feign ignorance.

how they can completely forget you when they found someone new.

And how they make the someone new seems more important than the relationship that had been moulded for years.

And this is the cold-blooded truth behind humans, they don't treasure.

Feelings changed and even character changed, and this is when you slowly draws from the relationship.

If anyone were to see your relationship with your friends is fading, i urge you to grab it back.

because you will never know when its too late.

it used to be me and her talking daily, but now, we can don't talk for a whole week.

Ridicule, you may tease me, but i feel that we are not right this way.

It was never right, after this year had started.

and both of us were to be blamed.

Sometimes i do wonder, what will really really happen if we really cannot withstand all odds.

I can't survive without her, but now, possibly, she will be thinking: She will not survive without him.

I can see she is putting full commitment into her love relationship. But..had she forgotten all?

Shit me right, i am having a real bad mental disorder.

fucking thinking too much.

i am in a dilemma, that all things are going smooth and steady.

And now i had waken up, and it seems rugged now.

How can things probably work out again.

Even so, our life is different, we think very differently and have different attitudes in leading our way of life.

But gurl, I miss you and i love you x33333333333.

I do not want to lose you.

I am putting all my faith unto us.

baby! you rock!xD thanks for the magnum ice cream ystd!

it was loved!

so baby you are.

J korr, i will definitely be with you all odds!

And i love you xD ahas!

2008-07-23T19:08:00.002+08:00

natnat can't find why being cold makes you sleepy and if "aiyo-ing" does makes you old-.-

i can't find!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh,

how come how come!

how come i've been treating my boyfriend so coldly and bluntly these few days!

natnat needs to wake up!

she can't stop feeling sleepy and can't-be-bothered everyday.

she needs to come to her senses, and treat him right.

what if everything is too late!!?

but she don't even knows if she cares. x:

sure she does, but how is the question.

When all she thinks is about how to spend her time right, and treat her friends to the best.

she is neglecting him, but she possibly knew.

what the fuck is wrong with her!

she does not know this.

if she were, would she still be like that?

it's fading.......

2008-07-22T17:54:00.002+08:00

hahaas. today dated racial harmony day celebration.

so fast sec 3 lurhs......

i miss being young ...MAN time flies even though it seems rather slow.

i am aging!!!! -.-

my clothing loaned from hawa!(:

she very kind lurhs =D

nidda repay her xD

had chichi family photos!

dan whole day wan sleep.

it is a lovely day to sleep!

yawnnnnns, i am half awake!

-.-

did i say i am happy!(:

i'd made a nicenice choice, saturdays reserved for studying.

and outing with baby on sunday xD

huan huan ai nice to seee x: glued to that old serial =D

oks, off to do home work.

J, i appreciate everything, but somethings, you knew without wanting to know it ^.<

go digest that sentence =X

2008-07-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

====sunday========

woke up at 1230pm!

dan had to prepare as got family outing^^

so we went shop at ikea after lunch.

very cute, shopped til 7pm.

so went eat dinner.

they having wedding dinner at the outer side.

and the bride very pretty the groom okok.

but is very d xian mu-.-

headed home and slept.

=======today=====

boring mondays as usual.

wth.-.-

so the best class was chinese 'cos i have full marks for my ting xie!^^

tyco me-.-

so choired.

jaslene hand so small!

talked a lot><"

dunno whether tml wearing ethnic costume a not =.=

today regained my happiness!

i am happy again^^

but with a little bit of pretendance x:

MC 8months 2 days more!

jiayouss!(:

i do wonder, what the hell am i here for.

'cos i keep hurting him so much,

until i can't get back close to him...

i am naturally drawing myself away from him,

FK, is old habit.><"

CAN i stop hurting people!

.........................................................

natalie will try her best.

to make it up for it.

and i will smile,

for she was born to. =)

i'll give it a try.

If not, my best^^

2008-07-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

libraried with ling mei,did a little maths, jaslene and nancy and jaslene sis came afterwards and being chased to have lunch.

><" i love my honey nancy!=D she wan me eat dan bought for me yam paste=p

hahas so generous and kind right^.^ woots.

SO things were MOODY.

because i am being told a thing i hope no one will say to me--but he did,

that is I'D SPOILT THEIR MOOD TODAY.

i've spoilt his mood today, if i have to, dan i shall say. SORRY.

but blame me for being too sensitive, i hate spoiling ppl's mood.

Because when you said this, i am lifeless and moody myself.

I've always wanted ppl to be happy when i am around, or at least, I WANT TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, not to spoil their day.

but, i've spoilt my very own boyfriend day, what a SORE LOSER am i .

Fk, i am moody!

out with mama and bro to cwp at first, was hell moody.

SORRY, my nice family(:

can tell that they want make me happy.

dan i like one consecutive week give the glum face at home.

SO SORRY.

so mama bought me to bugis, and she pampered me --like finally.

not too pampered though,, didn't get what i really wanted. 'Cos can't find that shirt ><"

and is not much spent, only 1 shorts, 1 cardigan and 1 slipper(: S$58 in total only(:

so was real remorseful for being moody. CRAP, and mostly for splurging her money.

AS i said, i seldom kena pampered. x:

Ate at this cafe, dan got 2 boys keep stare at me.

psychos!

i very quiet today leh, nv talk much.

people thinks i am mute! x:

shall resume my mood tml.

AND i hope i don't spoil his mood. T.T

sorry maybaby and J didn't went out with you guys. x:

2008-07-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

What would you do to gain the attention from people surrounding you?
Would you shout for attention or would you do something silly just to let everyone know you need their time and space.

There was once a story I’ve read on the net that tells the story of a workaholic father and his young son. The son would ask money from his father everyday and his father would give him all the spare change that he had left.

Every time the boy received the money, he would become very happy and hide in his room for a long period. After a while, his father became curious on his son’s intentions.

“Surely a young boy like him doesn’t need so much money. Is he hiding something from me?”

The father tried to check on the boy’s room but could not find the money that he had kept.
He had the final draw when the boy asked him for $5 one day.

“You don’t need $5, what do you want $5 for?”

His son just smiled at him and rose out his hand.

“How can you ask for so much money at such a young age! What is it that you are hiding? Don’t you know the value of money? Don’t you know how hard I’m working outside to earn the dollar?” The father finally couldn’t endure any longer and gave his son a tight slap on his cheeks.

The boy was shocked and ran back to his room crying.

Guilt ran over the father as he slowly opened the door to his son’s room. His son was hiding under his blanket as gentle cries could still be heard.

“I’m sorry son, I didn’t mean it… I’m just too frustrated at work. Here’s five dollars”
The father apologized and placed a five-dollar note on his bed.

The boy didn’t cried anymore as he happily picked up the note.
“Dad?”

“Yes son?”

“How much do you earn per day?”

“I earned a hundred a day. Why are you asking me this question?”
The father felt another rush of rage upon.

The boy smiled as he took out an old tin can and poured onto his bed.
Out from the tin can came out all the coins in varies value as the boy carefully did a final count.

With the five-dollar note in his hand, the boy let out a big smile.

“I have a hundred dollars with me Dad, can I employ you for a day so that you no need to go to work?”

The actual story could be more in depth or longer but I guess the meaning behind it is almost the same.

copied from www.anntonii.blogspot.com

2008-07-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

sweetie(:

i love my mama, hahas!

came back from working... i very slow today-.-

dan got porridege and timsum eat(:

esp got xiao long bao(:

and ji zhua, and hao gao siew mai(:

nicenice lurhs(:

hahas.

blogging again tmlx:

very tired.

baby, you are loved! jiayous in driving lesson theory exam!(:

2008-07-16T18:56:00.002+08:00

hahas more pics to come soon^^

gg dinner with J and baby tml(:

it will be fun!

and

congrats yanghow for passing the assessment to be yellow banana(:

DO YOUR PART IN SAVING THE EARTH BY RECYCLING! it is just that simple(:

2008-07-15T17:34:00.002+08:00

OH DEAR baby's mad!

Going down to meet her soon.(: yeah!

I love calling her baby! It started 2 hours ago when she start calling me swiits =]

so very cute is my baby.

OHGOD am i starting to sound les' x:

hahas, nahuh, i am a perfectly straight minded person.

Proved and CONFIRMED(:

Only thing is baby is proved to be my one and only mad-young-babe born in may(:

LOLs, she just trashed her BF and is rejoicing -.-

BTH her la, so mad d!(:

But i like!

BAby and me been discussing her evil plan ever since last week of ways to dump her bf.

She set a day for it, and =ooooo, it's a day early!

isn't my baby cute? xD

sniggers.

Should be off getting her new handbag she found at some BS and meeting the supplier xD

and off to dinner with baby!(:

nahuh, later at 8pm =D

ooohyes i love baby =p

hahas, J following to be 3rd party of baby and me.

=x i invited him to come =D

i wonder how KORR going to react seeing MY BABY xD

ohya J, sorry saturday can't go shopping with you! x:

I am dating my darling laogong JL!(:

PISSED JUST YET?

bleurs(:

gg to jaslene house ltr at 7pm =D

to collect some stuff =D

she very cute d!!(:

ciaos~

2008-07-15T15:36:00.001+08:00

hahaha.

homed early cos gt o lvl listening compre ltr(:

planning to do my maths!!!(:

so ciaos!

random post xD

2008-07-14T18:20:00.003+08:00

ooh ooh my my =/

addicted to jielin blogshop and want to buy many many nice things!^^

sure thing i am going to grab them!!(:

but it ruins my saving money plan again ><"

who cares 0.o

and i just purchased an eye shadow for her without knowing how to use it =x

pro right!

AIYO(:

my gao chi, shuang right got a shopaholic sister x:

Right, i shall not eat x:

Partially because to save up cash and mostly because to lose weight.

For a short person like me, gaining too much pounds will leave me oblong!

So no no =X gotta save up!(:

But thesedays, not eating is a real torture!

AIYO=x

Happyhappy. Just groomed my chubby doggie [ no-shuli it's not you ]

She is a white furball again.

And guess wad! I really showcased my cuting skills on her x:

Believe me, it won't be that bad when it dries x:

Arhwell, as least my furball ain't yellow 0.o

Studying later, gotta chiong lurhs -.-

hahas, today was real fun^^

as promised, we were granted our halfday(: *beams*

11am headed for partyworld!^^

M3 ji3lin, yanjun, jasl3n3, lingm3i one room^^

dan xiaohuan, doggie shuli, and dunno who and who beside us.

Super high!

And i just realised i love to karaoke.

PPl, i don't mind my birthday party at karoke loungex:

dan party with cake!!(:

lols! --------hints---------

dats like 2 more months =)

AHAS!

so sang xiaohuan birthday song. GURL, you are an old scooter dog -.-

(: but i love you so, my cutie =D

took pics, and left at 2pm -.-

was quite cheap la, as each of us paid only $8.50!

i USED to paying $15 d lorrs.

dan walk walk bought huan bdae present, talk a lot.

AIYO that jaslene superb cute la =T

CHICHI family finally went out happy!

except pearly didn't come today....

AIYO=/

btw pics are still with lingmei, that is update soon.....

real soon...i hope -.-

(: saw jialing =D

nth much, byes~

3E4 '08 will be loved^^

2008-07-13T18:21:00.003+08:00

ystd had whole school CIP. Our class was in charge of blk 351-360^^

was really fun, though it's the third year doing it lurhs!(:

thanks to the residents for their generous donation! WOOTS!(:

dan my group:: me, melody. siyu and ronghui, in charge of blk 356!

duper fun la, loads of things collected!

so end rather early, at 1020am! and the predicted ending time was 1pm? -.-

ohya, brought back 3 storybooks^^

dan lunched with lm, yj, jas, xh, they all(:

didn't eat cos korkor was coming down

dan korkor bought BK home, and we walked home under the scorching sun!!-.-

sweating like hell lorrs.!

And i tink i am well again! Despite me still having a really bad headache and cold,

i should really thanks weizhong for his panadol donation^^

i am alright^^

Doctored in the afternoon as MAYjie agreed to follow me^^

so he was yacking on how i must take care of my health, don't exert too much pressure on myself and how young singaporeans too stressful that's why all suddenly die -.-

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>touch wood<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

for his wonderful consultation and more panadols and cold mixtures, it cost me$28!!!

A biG waste of $$$$$$$$ -.-

Dan followed MEIjie to a flea market^^

the things there quite nice d leh, dan Jaycee opened a "store" there.

Bought two necklaces and one blouse there, all for $15 only!!!!(:

trained home at 6pm.

very early lorrs, but GREAT day spent with MAYjie^^

i love her loads loads!

AND TODAY, a nice nice sunday if i were to spend it outside home-.-

but dunno where to go, so decided to stay home and do homework(:

school is starting tml!

and that spells another sian-ess day.

But at least tml have half-day and can enjoy a bit.(:

so shall i go KARAOKE or SEOUL GARDENING?

i am clueless 0.0

wth, one day so many nice things clashed! x:

aiyo!

alrdy promised to karaoke, so maybe i shall not break my promise x:

J understood me, thanks to dandy advise::" just scold him la, he will listen to you d."

so i really scolded J, and he really did listen(:

Bravo dandy! =D

Dan dandy say i very fierce, 'cos he scold J, J also won't listen to him -.-

Is i skillful okays(:

YEAH i am happy~~

though a bit stressed out in my school work and studies -.-

AND LALALA~ where is dear jialing??

She been MIA for weeks lurhs!

We never really meet up for seriously very long time lurhs, also never message.

Pathetic right!

2008-07-11T16:57:00.003+08:00

i am sick.

as in really unwell..

probably all thanks to the injection ystd, or maybe the fking heavy dosage of medicines x:

Just woke up x: though never really sleep.

everything seems lifeless when you get sick. ><"

starting of the day was real bad, got up with this bad migraine, still managed to walk to school.

Dan i kip walk left and right, right and left d -.-

dan even sitting down got problem leh, like extreme giddiness when standing up la.

Dance was even worse x:

had to do all the actions, dan my left arm really hurts from the injection lorrs,

dan turn here turn there until really shoubuliao d-.-

managed to finish humans,chemistry and maths and am done for the day(:

oh, i am starting to favour soccer x: saw them playing through the npcc room window.

dan kick til superb style.

so after school intending to go home straight x:

dan saw nancy halfway hahahas. So we slacked a while.

Dan my fking legs are wobbly =(

superb unwell.

but love my honeyyyyyyyyy x33!

bussed home,

record:: for getting bus sick for only 5 minutes on the bus.-.-

and i anyhow jaywalked! ><" nearly get banged leh =x

feel superbb unwell lorrs 0.o

when i reached home, even feeling worse la,

puked =C and sickening rest on the bed.

When i am sick, i loathe getting home, esp.when i am alone at home.

mummy offered to take halfday, and i said no need x:

dan she say imm:" ue better don't go to work arr!"

-.-

the bed like thorns like that, sleep on it dan forever can't get into lala land.

and music start turning into noise lehhhh><"

i love music d! but not today....

and i am not missing doctors =[

weizhong is coming deliver some panadol and fever pills,--i requested him to do so =]

38.5 degree fever don't treat will brain damage d! x:

x) it won't be hard for him, after all, he is just living across the street(:

ohkay, why am i suddenly feeling even more headache??-.-

i am sooo not gg to bed ya(:

ohkay i am happy because my dandy brother just throwed me some facts.

and i am starting to think right again.

oh, i am me again(:

i feel sick =o

OMG i feel so bad and 对不起 auntie joyce la.

like can't go to work today and she helped take over my shift.

i am so sorry! sorry sorry sorry sorry x1000000000000000000000000000000000!

i love you auntie!

and to evan baby, you are 1 year old lurhs boy(:

grow handsome and cute!=)

happy birthday.

getting you snubbies x:

off to bed..........

OMG i look green.................................

2008-07-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY(:

2008-07-10T16:11:00.002+08:00

today is the 10.07.2008.

it marks a special day--but not so special though.

Because DR chen booked me to have an appointment -.-

was like can postpone? x:

dan he say cannot because i seem busier than him -.-

so have to go laaaaaaaaaaaaaahs~

dan i am late x: supposed to be the 4.05pm appointment but i gg at 5pm x:

so just now walk to cwp. crapped with melissa, doggie shuli.(:

so cute la they all~!

dan walked home with jaslene and alex and weiping.

dan got this drunkard, very pekcek la, he keep insist checkpoint and fountain.

feel like smacking him x:

he reeks of beer -.-

so am homed and gg out soon(:

J, i really have been thinking xC

maybe,, it works better without it.

but now really really lost, dunno wad to do.

if you ask who was the last person i dreamt last night, i tell you....

it's a nightmare thats hounding me from that very day.

a nightmare doesn't count,

jackets does not count.

following my heart sometimes cannot trust d x:

dam it, i think i can't get into a relationship, because will keep hurting ppl...

but....................

aiyo.

should seek korrs help soon -.-

hungry and demoralised...

out to TTSH, ciaos~

2008-07-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

went bugis with lingmei today.

jielin pangsehhed again =/

lols, so we walked walked, quite fun lehhs.

dan jojon called, he fking laughed(:

so happy happy(:

disiao him la.

Zejun say he bought weizhong present, he sha jia from $52 to $42!!

lmaos so next time shopping must bring him along(:

visit sharon lorrs, since she working at BJ.

dan didn't get shoe today.

gt a lot of things i wan lehh.

aiyo.... pictures post some time soon.

GG off to celebrate weizhong bdae.

happy 17 birthdayy ya(:

love my godbro(:

btw starbucks closed 200 shops (or is it 600) shops in USA.

shld have great starbucks sale worldwide x:

(: be back late tonight and school tml again(:

physics sucks

2008-07-07T09:55:00.002+08:00

YAWNS!!

ystd slept at 530am cos WZ and ZX actually ordered me to go down talk talk. Since they alrdy reached my void deck, like very bad to chase them away. So i guaiguai at 2am, went down half asleep, in my PJs(:

mummy was like :" dear where you going? Now 530am le arr"

and i was like" i go down get MCafe x: "

so they talk talk talk a lot.

and they had backed up beer with them. -.- Drunkards.

and dan open, drink talk.

they are like that these days, myhappyfamily become drunkards -.-

everything also wan drink d. Crazy la.

so seriously very sleepy le, did not drink, 'cos i have to wake up early the next day, went up and snored.(:

my ma was still asleep, i shall use sleepwalking as an excuse today x:

and tell her i nv go out.(:

ohhhh,evil me^^

can't wait for sept holidays, baaah

J(:

2008-07-06T21:21:00.003+08:00

baaaaaaah third time posting(:

just checked bankbook, got my pay lurhs.

But i am bankrupt, x:

'cos $400 is helping my friend to settle her HSA fine.

oh wad a good friend am i(:

so no treat this month x:

anyway just now had dinner at a seafood steamboat restuarant farfar away. With dd, may, jojon, eeyen, weizhong. Really full la><" dan the soup very nice^^ hahas, we got laugh cans!

Dan ordered beer lorrs, so see jojon drink many many-.- scared he drunk lorrs. Hahas, we drink little little only, They see him like that also stun diao. so veryy xin teng cans!

so settle the bill lurhs ($106.20) dan cabbed home.....

sometimes i wonder.... =/

tuition for primary school kids on the subjects, english chinese and higher chinese for upper primary and all subjects for the lower primary(: interested pls tag me(:

2008-07-06T14:42:00.008+08:00

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2008-07-06T13:20:00.003+08:00

i knew i can't change the fact, but i am willing to compromise.

When you are seeking more dan wad i can do, i am alrdy helpless.It hurts, how making a decision really hurts .

How, i could say 'no' last time but instead, i just let it go.It hurts terribly. Maybe you did understand.

The past, if i weren't going to let it go, who will?This time, i am unsure, yes or no?

And i am telling you, i am terribly hurt

.If i can make a choice, why stay and not move on my life?

'Cos now, my life seems perfectly fine, smiling if i could.

But i chose to look back, and now, i am hurting. a lot a lot.

Who were you, how did you entered my life, when did i came to know your name, it hurts.

You were my big brother, but i treated you like something more genuine.

A person that gave me hope and enlightenment.

You lit my life and brought me forward, that was when i came to my senses,boy.

That day me and him started, til that day me and him ended, it was so long ago, yet so hurtful.

And you came, you shook me alive, and persisted me to look ahead.

If i weren't meant to you, how can you be meant to me?

Where i am now, it is all your doings. thanks! I am grateful.(:

And it's because of wad you did to me, all those wonderful blessings, i am who i am.

As i said you made me love to smile, and now, you made me love to cry.

You tempered with my feelings, and now i am hurt boy.

I didn't know, you treat me more than a sister, maybe i did.

But i always thought, it is okay and normal for you.

But it's different on your side, i finally understood.

You fake a smile to make things seem alright. How i hurt you time to time, it seems a no big deal thing to you.

You did loads for me boy. And now, i think i should do something for you.

But this decision is ever-so-hurtful.

Boy, stop doing these things for me, i am not worth it! I found it hard to let go, but if this gap is needed, i shall just loosened my grip.

Smile, boy, and get to your senses, stop doing foolish temperament things to scar your life, it is not worth it!

Don't do it just for me.

You made me scared,boy. To lose another person.

MC is gone, that long. I am hurt, devastated.

So boy, don't, and definitely not you this time.

----boy, i am crying..TORNED----

2008-07-05T18:45:00.002+08:00

promoting for those primary school kids seeking tuition for ::

every subject -lower primary,

chinese,english- upper primary.

* higher mother tongue is offered toos(:

tag me if interested^^

coffee makes me tired. very very -.-Don't ask me if i am feeling better, because i am not.Today gymed with lingmei(: but we talk more. didn't run the treadmill cos very l-a-z-y.

bathed and went library..Went looking for annefrank book x:saw nancy,peiqi and ingyen.

LOLs! they uber cute cans!(:

went buy 3 packets of coffee, one cold and 1 hot soy bean milk.Dan the hot soyabean gave auntie cos veryy paiseh nv treat her. But i feel proud of myself, goodjob gurl(: yessha. Dan followed lingmei to COEmeeting. MAC-ed, the service sucks cans, at least tat auntie spoilt MAC's reputation. CRAB-.- bth la, so rude cans! tmd. x: so talked with them and iRextra =.= Dan they wan2 change location, and walked halfway they pangsehhed me. 0.o

so nvm lorrs, went look for zejun walkwalk lorrs, cos he say he extreme bored. He came meet me at 2nd floor lo, dan i went looking for sports shoe. Nothing nice and zejun called me a fussypot -.- HE is not nice lorrs =S Hahas, anw crapped manymany, went look at couple ring. Like very nice cans! like a key to a nicenice relationship. thinking too much x: wanna buy pinky ring! got 1 quite style d(:so walked to courts looking for green laptop. $2999 lurhs,-.- i am extreme broke .=[ So zejun bought me a nicenice pencil case at the pasar malam .=D he very nice lurhs. walked and saw a lot of nice clothes, but dunwan seesee and spend $$ so escaped from there. x:

dan went meet yanghow they all at yoshi lorrs. me,alex,yanghow,john go eat eat.

but follow them go carpark smoke[ as in only john is smoking -.-]. so cute la, played with the car sensor thing, the light turn from red green red green. UBER FUN. go foodcourt, nonononono i tot i told them i dunwan to eat lurhs? But they still bought for me lorrs. So we kwaychapped. Did not know wad to drink so yanghow randomed ordered coffee for me. so took a long bitter time getting tt thing down my throat, dan realised by adding ice it will turn sweet and quite nice lorrs =) but make me sleepysleepy. BAAHS(:

go back yoshi talk awhile dan off meet zejun again. he literally let me wait for 15minutes dan tell me go home change. bad cans! x:

so went home and did not want leave the house. fell down on the way home.-.- my leg is scraped,very small cut la x: but like twisted my ankle little little. pain cans! x: very pain la ='( hoo hoo...hobbled home. so decided to be good girl stay at home lols! if zejun hadn't chased me home and i hadn't fell, dan i maybe will go lorrs =] so conclusion, is all his fault.

anw mummy frying today.

i be good for once, my leg fking hurts la, did i sprain it 0.0?fook.

gging hospital appointment next sat, got CIP leh, must change appntmt time again.><"

so ma fan la...haha.

ok, my mood sucks. still thinking la, but i know daddy GOD is here to lead me to the right path(:

end here x:

i seriously dunno wad to do -.-

2008-07-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

haha... not thinking much, but still thinking alot.

been really emo today, but i really did try to smile.

guess yanjun they all can feel somethgs different bt me.

i am sorry my friends^^

striked out ystd post, too emo lurhs,x:

hahas, very pissed with my current self.

so not my usual self cans!

movied 'hancock' with lingmei yanjun and yanghow.

dunno how come kind of pissed cos whole day was asking ppl whether they wan go or not.

dan keep changing plans here and there, until i nearly blew it x:

hahas mood super no good la.

GRUMPY x:

it is a nice show, but i shall give it 3.5/5 stars =X

not one of the best i have seen so far.

maybe 'cos of my mood.

dan worked 5-9pm.

john got pissed off teaching a trainee manager?

but really la, he made no effort to know anything, in other words, he is a suckerbrain.

if i was john also will pekcek d.

wan be manager lehh, dan know nothing, how can!0.o

hahas, i saw my ex today.

did not want to see him, but just did.

so mood was even more crappy.

keep think non-stop la.

hahas, he grew handsomer! [:

and maybe a lil more gl. x:

dan rmbed how jojon comforted me, and how pearly say to forget is to hate.

x: nahhh not gg to hate him! =/ i shall do wad i love most--ignore and let it be^^

'cos i know la, even if we tgth also will no happy d.

tat 4months4days were just plain-the-past.

baaaaaaaah.

alex was working today, dan nv talk much.dunno how and wad to say la.

i still dunno larrhs. ilovehim, that's all i can say. =/

sharon came to visit!

went to smoke with murli,yanghow,sharon.

no-no-no! i mean murli and sharon smoke, me and yanghow nv smoke d. (:

so chatted a while lorrs.

miss sharon cans!

did something ...and i realised i tend to spend a lot when i am feeling down.

my 省钱大计划0.0

homed^^

and now i shall sleep ~

2008-07-03T18:41:00.007+08:00

~~祸不单行...><"~~

my life 接二连三 got loads of problems la=(not much actually, just don't feel as secured and cheerful as before.so school was extreme lifeless =[but pearly laogong nv failed to cheer me up.she is super cute and i love her uber much. lots lots lots!sorry if i appeared emo and boring just now x:
thought of lots of things recently,and really questioned myself how much longer can i cope.i really dunno lurhs.chatted with xiaoma, erguma, and digua ystd night.chatted loads of things, discussed how to solve the setbacks =T so all of us became emo.0.o MC getting into there was really a big shock to us la, another one leaving our family -.- 6 more days seems very hectic, don't want lose korkor...keep say to myself 8months21days is alright, it will be. WE say must pull pull happyfamily tgth lurhs, but recently, non of us seems happy. Digua ystd said something with logic, if wan settle, settle the little issues first. But that little issue does not seem too little. J, How can we maintain as the brother sis we were if we were once a couple ourselves before?! I truly understand la, we have this bigbig barrel in btwn us right now and maybe forever.J, i rmbed the happy moments we shared before, every single bit, so don't think i don't. And i am sorry because i betrayed your feelings that time. And i understand that forgetting the past is a very hard thing to do, just like how i forgot the memories that seemed to be craved unto my brain, the ct problem that has been affecting our past relationship, i am very sorry.. It was hurtful, i took a very long time to forget that guy ,maybe...but life has to go on yeah. i am forging yet another memories, but with you like that, i don't noe if i can continue. Seriously, i have been thinking simply a lot of things recently, and ultimately, either one party had to be hurt, with me hurting the most. I have not made the decision,i am morally weak. -.- and J korr, blame me for knowing you, i very teng you d okays! But if this problem needs to be settled so that we can settle other things, so be it, i will make a decision...soon. hahaha, rmbed how ue keep say ct isn't all, my smile worth more dan him? But how come now ue seem to contradict yourself? J, tell you, ur smile worth more dan me. 'cos i am not at all worth it(:
emotionally demoralised x:
xiaoma said that we cannot let anyone do anything wrong le. haha, we will look out for each other. MC, even if you are in there, we will look out for you. And to you, useless bitch, you are inhuman to just throw him aside like tat. And how can you say that he is completely useless and worthless, because he is going to prove you wrong! you gave birth to him and you left him right before his eyes, you are so gonna regret it. be your old hag.
and just that,i feel completely insecure abt something else. people changes, but i didnt expect us to change that much. you used to tell me everything you do. but now, no longer. you used to listen and be there for me everytime and anytime, but now, no longer. we seemed...not in placed, like pure strangers... havent we said best friends forever, if i were to ask, wad happened, are you gonna act as if nth did happened? wad's dragging us away? A change in class? Or a complete change in person? i no longer know. i feel completely insecure x: maybe this feeling is normal, b'cos we seemed not making the effort to bring us back tgth. =(
we don't seem to care, but truthfully, i really really do. i dunwan to waste 6 years of you. But i dunno how to improve us. = /
see how fuck up life's gonna get, but i shall lived with it...i dunno wad's good for them and myself,i dunwan to end it off just like tat, but i don't noe how to continue it just as well.wad shld i do?baby, i love you...

2008-07-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

today walked to school with cute cute jiayee^^

she tell me that she cant dance for 2 weeks due to injury.

hope she recover asap!(:

boring day~

schooled(:

had apple and hashbrown. [:

hoired.

ultra NO LIFE.

'cos jialing deborah and jinlin ponned tgth -.-

met LW a while cos she gave me something and homed=]

no life rite =x

baaaaaaaaaaaaaahs

i am ATTACHED to many things=D

2008-07-01T18:42:00.005+08:00

many people tell me they dont understand wad i blogging 0.o

ahAs, very hard to understand meh =X

oks, to ppl who dun understand anything,我们之间有语言代沟。。(:

hahaha(:

been using that sentence loads of times=p all jaslene fault la=F

shall start blogging bt today!(:

有成就感！finally endured through two ultra-boring triple science days=D

YES(:

and thats many more weeks to go..... baaaah

not really accomplishing the nerd thingy.

After being quite attentive for the lessons, i am still rather blur and clueless...

mati liao la. CT3 is coming again.= /

so today was ultra sian-ess.

literally felt NO LIFE><"

miss the chichi family seating -.-

i was noisier dan.... but nvm la.

i also R love seating with my laogong.=D

after school went for short 'meeting' bt the suzhou trip homestay.

yAkas, i don't nidda host anyone xD

my buddy also not coming to s'pore liao -.-

ok i find i can't talk well with some of my classmates, is really 没话说，有代沟！！x:

LOLs!

dan go cwp eat with yanjun and her meimei at pastamania(:

eat til so full wan'a puke le leh.

dan 'studied' a little physics. ok, i was a little lunatic to her, i tink she teach me til pekcek.

=T but really unsure of some things ma, must understand=D

cos understanding can have many many folds in the brain d, whereas memory only gt limited brain storage =F

nvm if you don't get me(:

go to yoshi.

store ppl donated $8 to 'no hands no legs' organisation. x:

=D we trickster. hahaha.!

so we got $4 each with dateline tomorrow =) ahhahs

saw schedule dan we go lurhs.

MC couldn't meet me today, said gg m'sia take blowblow =D

i benlai wan walk home d, dan halfway decided not to =p

BAG R HEAVY!

and i learnt my lesson. don't bring too heavy bag.

because if you can't carry your bag on time to alight the bus, the bus driver ain't waiting for you.

yepps, KNS- the driver shut the door before i can alight, and i missed my stop -.-

a bit paiseh la 'cos everyone was like starring.

=S but i am immune to embarrassment lurhs =D [twistx]

so end up walking home for quite a distance... l=[

and baaaaaah(:

my plan for the months...

to not spend any $$.

that goes for eating. [:

back to sec2 me =I

ok, i used to spend $10 per week but now been spending $30.

Don't ask me why -.-

so natnat is challenging herself =]

not bringing any money to school.^^

so 8 months 21 days ltr can gib MC big surprise.

And that is .................................. (censored) =DDDDD

hahas, also saving to gib dear something.

not sure wad yet @@"

just wan'a get him some'gs, as a nicenice GF(: *prouds*

yEAhs, natnat extreme good =x [don't mind --self-appraisal]

she did loads of good things lately.

THAT is she REJECTED loads of things recently. [ think positive, it is GOOD]

firstly, to save up, i rejected dandy and gang to go party'g this sat =D

shall stay at home that day~

secondly, she REJECTED zejun.

he took a lot of courage to send me tat sms i assume, and i effortlessly said 'no'.

OK, he was a 1-week friend -.-

saw him only once, looks are somewhat above average =x

hahaha.

and he popped the question today.

AND i sent::: " sorry if i hurt you, but no..... 'cos i am ATTACHED. sorry once again, hope can remain as friends still(:"

i alrdy have a boyfriend. lalalalalala~

but thanks anw(:

ohyarhs tml will be a bright bright shiny shiny day.

><" jialing just removed her braces. =L

smileeeeeeeeee~ =D (faintx:)

jonathanleejunxiang![: a lot of things left unsaid, did not know how and when can i face you. 'Cos you showed me everything that day. WE had changed. we had feelings that contradicts, you feign happiness and i feign ignorance. But all those were plain lies. I've cared. Where tough situations left a brutal scar in our S-B+BFF relationship. We knew, it is inevitable, this was all predestined. And i've always knew you've cared too.(: YOU bought happiness to me. You took care of me no matter wad. If it is a tiff with anyone, you will side me. And you always said, i will be natalie in your heart, we were sworn good brother sister forever. It is you that made me love to smile, boy(: That was when i realised, it is us changing each other. You want to change me and me want change you. This probably caused all the disagreements. Korr, i'll let you be(: And i seriously want you read this! x: 'cos i really thinked bt it long long le, and this is a very good logic!(: haha. your birthday coming soon boy(: sure thing gon'a be great day. We will be who we were last few months ago, no conflicts guy=D No shitty nonsense of "will you forgive me", after all, we don't believe in it right.(= I am being jonathan's goody-two-shoes meimei(: listen to you for once la=D...if you read to here, bear in mind, WE FORGAVE EACH OTHER xD

nat is wanting more=(

2008-06-30T19:58:00.002+08:00

can't stand it any longer. addicted to house of steamed potato.

siao cans, that thing can make me luff for the whole day non-stop=D

and i bought it after all, my pearly intro it to me (:

so that explains my veryyy suan de cheeks aching sia.

and YES!

weiping! smile la. he ultra emo lurhs.

smile cans =D

smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

sharon nearly cried lurhs, cos today is her last day... she transferring to BJ... extreme sad la.

so i very emo toos =(

smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

i loved her at least...

MC going in next wednesday 1030am. that marks his first day.

keep lying to myself 8 months 21 days is alright.

but cannot lurhs.

sadddddddddddddddddddd~

must spend with him til next tuesday lurhs, so tml going out with him><"

if not sure miss my this bad gankor d =(

alex is sick.

takecares pls, if not i also will emo d=(

manymany things so sad,

so tml gotta eat my potato and give sad ppl chocs(:

maybe will brighten up the day.

santa claus for a day.......